Love is Living Given
For many years I have been pleading with God to reveal to me what the true meaning of LOVE is....what does it look like? how does it act? how do you show someone you LOVE them beyond just saying the words, "I LOVE You." By nature I am an "all or nothing" sort of person who loves and cares deeply and loyally but past experiences dressed my heart in an armor so thick that I was suffocating inside and didn't know how to escape. I couldn't express my love nor could I receive love from others as instances occurred frequently where I was "LOVED" for the moment then replaced by another more "cool" and "talented" then myself. I was afraid to show care to others who I deeply loved because rejections in the past and an apparent indifference to my love made me believe I was worthless, old fashioned and slightly crazy in the head. But when I became a wife and then a mother, I could no longer hide within myself....I had a child d